I love the sound of a contagious laughter. Being a human being. Sometimes, I find that the fact that I'm alive makes me one of the many human beings being in misery. Think about it. From young, we study real hard to achieve good grades. We grow up. We join the workforce. We work hard to sustain ourselves. Then we grow old. We may spend our lives worrying about the increase in price of oil, of food, of water, basically of everything. Then after that we die. I've never been on my death bed and I believe that many of you haven't been on yours either. We won't know how it feels like till the point of time of our own deaths.

Whenever we think of deep stuff like this, when life seems like a dark pit, maybe we just need one's shoulder to lie on, to cry on. They say our family members and our true friends are the most important people in our life. Why? That's because when we're at a certain point of misery, the only person that can save you is your true friend or your beloved family. I haven't been really nice to my parents. I'm at my rebellious age now. I know it's wrong. I know I'm wrong. I know I should be nicer but I can help to feel the surge of irritation when they crack a joke I don't find funny or that maybe their old age is catching up they can't hear me and I always have to repeat a simple sentence for three to four times for them to catch it. My friends. I guess I don't really have any true friends since I'm not a true friend myself either. Whenever I watch korean dramas, I really admire the characters that they have such true friends. They seem to have everything. Good looks, tall, thin and popularity. They have everything I'm not. But I guess I don't have to fear of such items. Because I'm my parents' child and my friends have never complained that I'm ugly or any such stuffs.

From today onwards, I'll try to be a better person. I will make it, I can make it.
Smile :)